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Woodworkin’ with Maddy Pron

When I walked into the shop to help out with the set, I was unsure of what to expect. I had had zero previous experience with any type of woodworking or building, and was curious as to how I could possibly be useful. I did not actually think that whatever David would have me do that day would have any real impact on the set. I figured maybe I’d sort nails into a pile, organize tools, sand some wood… whatever. However, I was pleased, surprised, (and in the end quite proud, once I saw the final product) to have been handed a stapler and to have been given the job of sawing and stapling planks of beautifully treated wood onto the floor of what would become the map room. I truly felt my contribution in the completed set.

…Which is part of what made tearing it up during strike so hard! Not just that my own hard work was being torn out, broken, and shoved into a bin, but that the entire beautiful, collaborative project was being destroyed all at once. The lovely painted window in the window room, the grand archway… everything that had been so meticulously planned in the early stages, when we all admired Sonya’s designs from the Clum room before rehearsals had even begun, was being broken down and thrown away. That is the process though, and that’s part of what makes the show so special. It is temporary. You “had to be there.” To witness the beauty of the set, to watch the story unfold. So, just as we closed the play, it is natural that the set should “close” as well. Though—I have to say—I feel really bad about wasting all that wood! I wish we could do a better job of reusing or recycling… All in all, though, a great experience! Yay—I’ve used power tools and built stuff!!!

Audience- Maddy Pron

Every night, my first feel of the audience would be when Rory and I were sent onstage for the pre-show. In the few actions that allowed me to cross the set, check in with people, and set up a part of the stage, I was able to take in some of the energy provided by the seats slowly packing up and the sometimes still buzzing conversations. This always served as the initial way to excite me and get me pumped and ready for the show. Simply the presence of the audience—the basic fact of them physically being there was enough to get me started. We had people there who were willing (and hopefully eager and excited themselves) to watch this story unfold.

After the initial moments in the play, (i.e. the beginning scenes), the role of the audience in our production became more important. I felt dependent on their involvement and on their reactions in order to propagate the story. I don’t mean that on nights when they were more unresponsive I felt like throwing in the towel and saying “BYE” to the ingrates, but it definitely was somewhat disheartening. I think we all lived and shined more as characters when the audience was engaged and alive with us, consistently feeding us back with responsiveness.

Most nights, I made a final judgment on the audience based on how they received my “you’re such a special, special man…” line as I escort Phil offstage. It was almost always met by laughter, but I was always measuring how much laughter. There was one show where they didn’t laugh at all—the first Saturday matinee— but in general, people tended to be pretty receptive to it, which I liked. Overall, I think this play was pretty great and well received, and I am proud to have been a part of it.

 

Maddy Pron- Marina

1

The samovar has been on the table all morning. AGAIN. It’s cold by the time everyone shakes a leg. It’s not good to be lazy like this in the summer—it makes me worry for the health of these folks. Vanya and Astrov were in a state this morning and I am at my wit’s end with this household. Everyone is all over the place; Waffles and I can hardly keep still for a moment! I long for the days when Vera Petrovna was still alive. What a sweet woman, she was. Everything was so much calmer then. We enjoyed a simple, pleasant life. How and when did it all get so fussy and messy? Akh. What is this estate depression compared to real suffering? Waffles said it right when he spoke of feeling grateful. We should all be thankful to God that we are this lucky!

2

The poor professor’s health seems to be deteriorating rapidly. It worries me to see him so sick and upset, and I hate to see how he is affecting the others and bringing them down with him. No one deserves to be in this much pain, but it is a pity to see him take it out on the others, who are doing their best. If only everyone were a little more receptive to one another, perhaps things would be better. Perhaps they would find a way to all get along and not demand quite so much from each other. It’s a terrible thing to witness, at my age. All this discord and unhappiness! It isn’t right. It just isn’t right. And to see Waffles getting worked up as well, a man who has suffered so much already…

3

Truly I could sense the storm coming. It has been brewing within these people, not just for hours or days, but months now! I sensed it from miles away and knew today that when the professor called us in for a meeting, we would be in for it. I think I’ve had enough of these ganders! And poor Sonya, she’s being dealt a rough hand. If only she knew. The ganders squawk and then stop… They will squawk and then eventually they will stop and everything will go back to the way it was before. I’ve lived long enough to know that this is true. The storm will pass. But Sonya is wise and strong, she will get through this.

I’ve gotten so behind on my knitting!

4

Goodbyes. Everyone is leaving! I am relieved, but also saddened. I do, in fact, care about these people. These messy, sad, loving people. They deserve love and happiness, every one of them. We are all sinners, after all. I saw Astrov off today, with one last glass of vodka! Bless him. The others left too- Sonya and the professor. And Sonya, Waffles, Vanya, and I, we are all anchored here. The others will leave, and this will all just be like a passing storm for the rest of us. We will continue to live, as Sonya says. And then we will die. We’ll die, and God will be merciful.

In Which Maddy Writes a Coherent Blog Post that Makes Total Sense

I’m going to start by saying how impressed I am with the blog posts that precede mine. Reading about what everyone took away from this process outlines one of the most rewarding aspects for me, which was the sharing of experiences, and learning from one another. For this and many other reasons, I found Kali’s three-week workshop to be hugely gratifying, and I am extremely thankful that we were able to have her here. I think her presence has impacted our production for the better, and I am excited to see exactly where her influence is manifested in the performances.

It is hard for me to put my finger on what exactly I learned from this whole experience, given that I am still in the process of putting it all together in a way that is meaningful and effective for my role as Marina. I definitely think the emphasis on pure physicality was one of the most valuable lessons for me. The stripping away of the “brain” (i.e. the part of us that wants to analyze every word of the script and turn it into an action or a feeling or a state of mind) in favor of the more instinctive, lizard-brain, physical part of ourselves helped me a lot with understanding how to approach a role and embody a character. In order to present a character in a believable way, we need to find some middle ground with it, some overlap we have that allows us to enter into their world and respond to situations and stimuli the way they would, without losing that part of ourselves that makes it “real”. We need to understand them on some level, and I think the physical level is the first place to start. It is the foundation. Once we have that, we can build on it, add complexity, give it shape and depth. I feel like what I’m saying sounds really abstract. But trust me it makes total sense in my head. I just don’t know if my Kali train of thought is agreeing with my Duke student train of thought. Hopefully you all get what I mean, in some sense.

I think every exercise Kali had us do was beneficial, and I learned something new every time. From acting out scenes with our fingers, to gradually using every part of our body, to all breathing in unison, to holding something in our right hand that we’re afraid of and something in our left that we’re excited by, to giving titles to certain actions… Everything was valuable and impactful, and I think we are a stronger cast as a result of it all. I am confident that we are starting our blocking, etc. rehearsals in a great place. Now, as a result of writing this blog post, I am convinced that my brain has turned into jello and is now dribbling out of my ears, which will actually make it pretty hard for me to focus on something like financial accounting, which is what I need to be studying right now…unfortunately… So that’s it for now. See you all on Wednesday!

Age is but a number

Hey everyone-

It’s me, your resident “nanny”- the person in the play who is hated by no one and loved by everyone (holla at ya girl). Most of the time she’s just minding her own business, knitting things and being a comfort to others. I would like to state that Marina and I have one thing in common: we like tea. But that’s about it. We stop sharing similarities after that. She is old, I am young, she is Russian, I am… not. But there are a lot of qualities in her that I admire and she seems like a pretty cool old lady to me, one I would be grateful to have around in a household filled with tension and unhappiness.

Other than those brief remarks on my character, I would like to add that one thing I found especially noteworthy in Vanya on 42nd Street, and that I thought contributed to the overall atmosphere of the film, was the constant creaking of wood and other sounds that emerged organically out of the old, abandoned theatre they were all in. This is also something that I think we can replicate onstage since… well… we will also be in a theatre. Not an abandoned one, though, hopefully… but still. I also want to reiterate what everyone has already said- the set looks amazing. I can’t wait to see it in person.

Anyway, that’s all for now. I sign off  and leave you all with some pictures of old ladies that I like.

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