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Regression

We are so tired of this and we want it to end

We want to see our friends again and for this whole ordeal to be over

We didn’t sign up for this

Not good enough, go back                                                      (the present)

 

We remember the last time we drove down from the mountains

We remember wondering if we will see any of those people again

We remember a strange feeling on that trip

Hope shadowed by anxiety, dig deeper                                  (leaving the mountains)

 

We remember the glass splinters in our hands and the acid burns on our forearms

We remember a sense of accomplishment at the end of a long day

We remember getting home to a house full of guests and wishing we could be alone

But they were good friends, if you can recall                         (quitting a job)

 

We remember losing a close friend to sickness too early

We remember how positive that person was until the very end

We remember realizing how much we had learned from that individual

You’re getting somewhere, try again                                      (a friend died)

 

We remember the excitement of a new journey

We remember meeting so many fascinating people

We remember the basement we lived in fondly

And the nickname you have because of it, try harder             (moving to the mountains)

 

We remember feeling lost without any sense of direction

We remember the decision to stop what we were doing and start over

We remember thinking that it was the right decision

That was a defining moment, think past it                              (deciding to leave college)

 

We remember getting along with everyone even when we thought we didn’t like them

We remember throwing rocks a fence talking about life with a false enemy

We remember being happy to see our friends growing into themselves

A very long time ago now, how much further can you go      (high school)

 

We remember moving away to a magical place for a significant time

We remember the girl who could play piano so well

We remember understanding why some people believe in faeries

Good memories, keep going                                                   (living in a foreign country)

 

We remember how much energy we had and when nothing could stop us

We remember being adept at catching lizards and frogs and spiders and crickets

We remember running through the endless woods without a care in the world

You’re almost there, one last attempt                                     (early childhood)

 

We remember being taught a new concept and the fascination of learning

We remember an early spark of understanding the way the world works

We remember marching proudly around the house chanting “photosynthesis”

Ah, there it is…                                                                       (life)

And we do believe that it will continue

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